I don’t think that’s possible for me… Also, why would anyone want to be? Being crazy yet sane enough to realize you’re twisted as Hell is a fate worse than death.
There’s a Zen saying; it’s no good to be only a little crazy. You must become 100% completely crazy.
If you’re trying to hold on, check yourself at every turn you create big suffering for yourself. But if you let it all go, Fuck it all, 100% crazy you’ll be ok.
I don’t see myself as crazy. I suppose the closest I come is panicking, and that is horrible. So I would vote no. I think it is a popular misconception that crazy equals blissfully unaware.
For many years, yes. It was one of the ways my subconscious handled my depression and suicidal ideations back when my mind was more turbulent. I did everything I could to make myself crazy. And I did a pretty decent job. Except now I’m in a different place in life and I no longer deceive myself into believing I’m crazy or have mental illnesses. Now I just have to undue the damage I’ve done.
I agree with phantom and I think he has said this before “be careful what you wish for”
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I don’t think that’s possible for me… Also, why would anyone want to be? Being crazy yet sane enough to realize you’re twisted as Hell is a fate worse than death.
Agreed.
No doubt.
There’s a Zen saying; it’s no good to be only a little crazy. You must become 100% completely crazy.
If you’re trying to hold on, check yourself at every turn you create big suffering for yourself. But if you let it all go, Fuck it all, 100% crazy you’ll be ok.
I like the sound of that
ya that sounds about right
No. That sounds scary. I wish I was saner.
be careful what you wish for.
nah I try not to be careful
I don’t see myself as crazy. I suppose the closest I come is panicking, and that is horrible. So I would vote no. I think it is a popular misconception that crazy equals blissfully unaware.
I’m not sure absolute sanity exists to be honest
Hmm.. that would mean i need to depend on someone else to get through my daily life. The last thing i want is to depend on someone else.
Well that’s not what I meant. I rely on no one. no friends, no parents, no money, no goals, no fucks!
Heck yeah am in then!! 😀
MissDysphoria,
really i couldn’t be more crazy than i am, i think outside of the box, i take chances a lot. i like the crazy person i am. 🙂
I like the crazy person you are too! I like living on the edge 😉
MissDysphoria,
There you go! making me feel all warm and fuzzy!! 🙂 Thank you!
Woo! Guess I had to share some of the warmth this sunny day gave me.
For many years, yes. It was one of the ways my subconscious handled my depression and suicidal ideations back when my mind was more turbulent. I did everything I could to make myself crazy. And I did a pretty decent job. Except now I’m in a different place in life and I no longer deceive myself into believing I’m crazy or have mental illnesses. Now I just have to undue the damage I’ve done.
I agree with phantom and I think he has said this before “be careful what you wish for”
No. Any crazier and I wouldn’t be here.