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by Roaming

Ive been thinking about suicide for a few months now. I’m at that age where everybody I knew is getting their corporate jobs, getting  married and moving away. I’ve been thinking about suicide because I’m such a piece of shit. Social anxiety makes it hard to get/keep a job. I sit on my couch all day wondering how nice it would be having a good job, a loving family and friends. My mom thinks I’m a failure and I believe it. The only thing that’s kept me from ending it all in the past was wondering if she’d be able to take the shock, but now I think it would benefit my family and I if I just did it. I never thought I’d have the balls to do it, but as I lay here writing this, I’m planning it in my head. I think it’s over.

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thequiet1 4/16/2016 - 11:39 pm

Hey I know what you’re going through about wanting to end it because I wanted to also 1/2 an hour ago because I have no one left who believes in me but somewhere deep down I found the strength no to do it was it because I was scared or because I do have something to live for which I don’t know I guess I’ll never and I’ll want to end it again tomorrow but I still found that bit of strength I have left please keep searching for that bit of strength you have left it will help you!

Roaming 4/16/2016 - 11:50 pm

My sister. I don’t want her to go through it. But I don’t wanna do this anymore.

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