Hello. This is my first post. I guess I have a lot on my mind. I’m really tired. My parents were having another conversation behind my back. The usual. I’m kind of a disappointment to them. I flipped a coin today to see weather I would kill myself. Heads I keep going. It landed on heads. I doubt I would’ve done anything if it landed on tails. I stopped having these thoughts for a while. They kind of resurfaced. Its been a few weeks now. My head is throbbing. Made a fake email so I could sign up. If my parents found out it would be back to the center. I find this whole situation kind of funny. I actually feel a tad bit better. Maybe I will keep posting every once in a while. Thanks I guess.
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Hi welcome keep posting it dose help If there is anything you wanna talk about im here …..I also have fake email so my fam dont find out ….. 🙂
Welcome Doe, its a great community here esp in bad times. It helps to talk. Haha I made a new email as well, no way I was using my usual email!
Hello, welcome to the forum.
Hey Doe, you’re doing a good job at posting because it makes you feel better. It’s okay to feel disappointed and to feel down and tired. Is there anything that you like to do? Like singing silly or writing or composing songs? Those might help. And if you need someone to talk to, there are helpful souls here to listen and to help!