Welp things have been treating me decently well…. Been spending time with friends and stuffs, kind of been mostly okay with things. My art class has been most of the source of my stress lately (it is stressful, which is surprising) as it has a fairly intense workload and I suck at visual arts. Just shaved again this mourning, I guess I hate myself…. I have still clearly not learned how to shave without getting irritation, I’ve tried everything too. However thinking it may mostly be the cheap aloe that my father buys (is from rite aid I think) as I got rashes up on my thighs too (when I only shaved my calves, and lower legs (stayed below the knee)) so maybe I want to invest in something better for an aftershave to help prevent irritation. I took a shower, and am not wearing any clothes right now, and it feels fine ^_^ But sadly I have to go somewhere in a few hours (for possibly several hours) which means pants again, it wasn’t fun getting threw school…. Maybe I will bring my sketch book and draw, that distracted me for about an hour without noticing discomfort. I want to stop shaving yet I don’t want to…. Also I haven’t posted for awhile, I’ve mostly just been lurking, now I’m in a bitchy mood again as shaving just doesn’t seem like a thing that will ever work for me…. I want to have pretty legs 🙁
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Hi… If you sketch, this could be a good place to share it. Lots of talent here.
welp I fixed my problem by downing some nyquil ^_^ only like two doses for now though, I just want to feel kind of drowsy but stay awake, maybe it will help me ignore the itching. Also lit a candle 😀 it’s nice…. yes it was meant as an emergency candle but it took the entire match book to light it (was an old book, paper matches, they burnt out in like a second) burnt myself on one by accident, now I kind of want to burn my self some more, it felt kind of nice, didn’t hurt like I thought it would, now I’m not scared ^_^ grrrr I shouldn’t do that. But meh tomorrow everything will be better, all physical discomfort will be gone by then, I’ve gone threw worse 😀 Cheap razors wrecked me again….