I posted a while ago about a test I was having done. I got the results today……..
I Have to go back in for surgery because they found some pre cancerous cells and need to be sure there is not cancer hiding behind the small sample they took.
Not much in my life can be a simple yes or no UGHHHHH
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Hopefully the surgery doesn’t find any. I’ll be keeping you in my thoughts.
Thank you Wintergirl 🙂
We all hope everything is going to be fine. I wish you best of luck on your surgery!
why would you give up on cancer ? for my it would be a gift , a relief . don’t want to be mean or anything .
I totally understand what you’re saying. There have been MANY TIMES I thought the same way. Just dont think I want to go out that way. I would like it to be on my own terms and a little less painful. Besides the fact that I am trying with all of my might to hang on and somehow feel better inside. There are people in my life that dont deserve what it would put them through.
I hope that there is no cancer there. If there is, I hope you can kick its ass out in no time. I am sending you most hopeful wishes that all will be alright.
Thank you all for the good thoughts
Just an update… The surgery took forever to schedule (HMO”S SUCK) But it is in about a week. A little freaked out but trying to pretend to be fine. It is exhausting pretending it doesnt bother me just so everyone in my life doesnt hover over me.
Uggh, Be careful. I don’t have a lot of respect for oncology or many “providers” that deal with cancer. I hope all the costs are covered. And If so, most of my misgivings evaporate.
Either way, I hope all is well with you!
Thanks cephalus. I dont have a lot of faith in them either. Not all costs are covered but it could be much worse. I just have to wait and see if this will be the last one. I hope so
I’ve heard personal stories from respected doctors about how oncology can feed on fears, costing thousands and thousands of dollars. So, In many ways, I think as long as it’s not an astronomical burden on those you care about, you might have great, perhaps even amazing doctors. Chemotherapy sucks, sometimes it works, but often it is not only a huge drain (colossal) drain on those that receive it, but also a drain financial and emotional for the ones not going through it.
Here’s hoping all is well!
In the mean time, keep your stick on the ice!
lol i will, dont want a penalty for high sticking 😛
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