I still can’t find a job. I’ve just started really looking but embarrassed over my history. I can’t imagine anyone would want to give me another chance. I really do want to try if someone believes in me again. I owe so much money in credit card debt though that I’m not sure it’s worth trying anyway. I finally went out on a date last night. I thought it went ok but I texted her today and still haven’t heard anything. I’m a failure with career, friends and love. Not sure I can succeed at anything.
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Come on you think it’s just a walk in the park? You try then you fall on your ass till you succeed, it takes time. have patients, everyone is a frailer till they succeed. and nobody succeeds without failing first.
I know it’s not a walk in the park. Just seems every time I start making good decisions I ruin everything all over again. I’ve lost 3 jobs since October of last year. 2 were completely my fault…the third I felt never really gave me a chance.
well two your fault we know why then, the other they may have seen to much potential and were worrying about their own jobs, i had a bunch of jobs, i’d work for a service and then if they like you they will keep you, also you go to different places and see and try all kinds of jobs, with out filling out applications. everyday is an adventure and if you don’t want to go back you don’t.
you´re not the only one. don’t feel bad about the debts. life is more than that. that’s whta i’m trying to say to myself. But really, i´m like 30 years old and i´d never had a real job. only scolarships in my university. But i live in Brazil, i don’t know how it works there. When you least expects, the love will comes. don´t feel bad.