I cant do anything nothing helps me I can not concentrate on anything I try to focus my energy on things but I physically cant because these current and frequent feelings of sadness are like tsunamis crashing down on me drowning me you can either ride the wave or drown I seem to always be drowning. I use to love so much things I dont have any interest in anything at all I have no feelings these moods I go through snap so quick I cant control them more low than high in order to get uptoo that high peak I need to be doing something thats so exciting or under a substance like the green or have a few drinks im not a big drinker when i do those things it gakes my mind away from everything its like an escape out of this cruel world I use to just be happy pf my bfs presence he was my escape from my house. I cant control my moods though when im happy im way to happy its scary because im filled with so much fear I know this amazing feeling never last forever and the next time I feel genuinely happy is once in a blue moon its at the randomest time.
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Hello; I am unable to read your postings because you put everything into the subject line. Please edit and write the comment in the appropriate text box. You are also spamming the front page with multiple posts, so if you would try to condense it all into one correctly formatted narrative on one post, it would be appreciated. Thank you.
*write the content (not comment)
i AGREE with Nepheliad.. You should choose a short subject heading and then
put the rest of your post in the body part of the post page. The way you have been posting everything in the subject line is taking up hordes on the front page and its difficult to read.
You got to post in am more normal fashion if you want people to be able to read your posts and help you out.
How do you do that?
Looks like you did it.
Yas I know look at me the detective over here lmao I can’t believe I write that much in that tiny little box I thought it was weird