(A mini drawing I drew to help calm my nasty thoughts :/ )
All my friends and family are unsupportive and them not being here for me is causing me to suffer. Day after day after day all I think about is suicide but.. I’m to much of a chicken to fucking do it. I want to live but then again I want to die.. In the least painful way.. I’ve been waiting for so long to find those friends who finally care.. The day my family finally realizes I have a problem and I need their support. I’ve realized.. I’ve been waiting to long.. I’m wasting my life in my own solitary confinement. When I look back on myself all I see is a nobody.. A nobody that was used and thrown away when the world found someone better.
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I love your drawing. It’s amazing. I’m sorry you are struggling right now.
Thank you! and thanks <3
I love the drawing!
Especially the eyes!
Ahh thank you ;u;
Those creatures are so cute, and so sweet. You have a real talent.
A lot of people on here have told me that we can’t count on others to be supportive of us, and that we must learn to rely on ourselves.
I don’t know whether I agree with that or not. I guess I don’t really want to. It’s a hard pill to swallow.
Whether it’s true or not, Gerbz, I’m sorry that you feel so alone. I wish I could extend a hand to you but I don’t have anything to offer. Nothing helpful, anyway. Nothing but my prayers. Whether those are helpful or not I guess is debatable. But let’s hope they are. I’ll be thinking of you.
Can I color this in tonight when I get home?
Sure (^_^”)\
Thank you.
I love your drawing!! You are an amazing artist. I am sorry that you are going though so much right now. I can tell you have a beautiful soul and you shouldn’t have to be put though what you’ve been though. Please stay strong and know that there are people out there that you’ve touched and have helped. I was having a really horrible night but your picture put a smile on my face. I needed this smile so much and for that I thank you!!
Your drawing is very good!