I never asked to be here. To be born to be ugly and incompetent. To be unable to make friends or connect to anyone in any meaningful way. I’m not able to hang myself as now my sister is always home. My best time to hang myself is before i go to work. Hanging is a horrible method. I do get paid tomorrow and i could get a gun. I probably wont. Im just going to wait until in 70 or 80 and natural causes take over unfortunately. And live the next 40 50 years in meaninglessness. Reminders at every moment at my insignificance of my pain of how little can be said of my existence. How can it be said that i exist at all
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I know nothing I say now will ‘make it all better’, however, I do know that if you truly didn’t want to live, you wouldn’t be here, might sound like the worst thing, but it’s true, maybe you just needed to be reminded that
Or you could be a failure at suicide and have tried 100 times and gave up that could also have happened
I love you bro. I’m always here for you, anytime you wanna chat about anything. You’re a good friend.
No life is meaningless. A person can find meaning in almost anything, and in many cases meaning is thrust on a person. Just keep on surviving, you’ll find yours.
Isn’t this tantamount to saying there is no intrinsic or real meaning?
I’m in that boat with you – ugly, talentless, unsociable. You are lucky though – I can’t get a gun in the country I live in. If I could, I could live a lot easier, knowing I always had a quick easy exit method. You are not alone in your agony.