FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
IM SO TIRED AND SICK OF THIS
EVERY DAMN DAY
EVERY MOMENT
I JUST WANT IT ALL TO STOP
FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK
I KEEP TRYING AND TRYING
AND KEEP GOING NO WHERE
I AM BEING CRUSHED WITH BURDENS THAT DONT BELONG TO ME
I AM BEING DROWNED WITH MY OWN BURDENS
I AM BEING BURNT ALIVE BY MY OWN INSANITY
THE PAIN DOESNT STOP
IT WONT EVER STOP
FUCK
But it’s okay. I have nothing. So I can’t lose anything. There’s nothing to worry about. Everything is fine.
One day I’ll forget who I am, who I was. I’ll be completely gone from this body.
There will only be pictures left of my sanity, and my body will just be a hollow remnant of what I was.
I’ll keep sinking deeper and deeper because I hate myself and I don’t deserve peace.
I despise being myself, I am just a scared pathetic worthless spec of dust.
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You’re NOT pathetic or worthless, Dungeon. You’re caught within a spiral of severe depression.
I agree with Escalado again. Maybe you have emotions so deep that words don’t even help. For that I would consider an art journal. Really, its just supposed to be a release. They even have exercises on art therapy sites that they recommend that you can do for free. Its not so much about art as it is letting those emotions go.
Why do you hate yourself and feel that you don’t deserve peace? I think everyone deserves to love themselves and feel at peace with who they are because if you don’t like something you can always change it. You can always start to turn a new leaf as they say.
Thank you for putting my thoughts into words.