I think I wanna end it soon, its funny wen eva I see post like this I say to myself , why say it but dont commit to it. Im not the type to say something and not mean it. Ive done alot of thinkin on how to get past this.I know that I cant. I know ill always live with this so I think its best that I show myself mercy. I cant stand another day of ” ok I can fight this,” I just want that moment when I take my last breathe.I think now wat will be harder that last moment or more day waking up…
They say “Stay alive- its just another breathe away.” They say. Dont be afraid. Please. Please? Its an overused word. Just like love; beaten and torn. Sometimes we feel that way- other times we dont, but feelings mean nothing today. Its almost as if they were an overused word. Dont be afraid.
I’m in the same boat as you. I think I will end it in about 2 weeks. I have no clue what is going to happen. Scared as he’ll though 🙂
If you do it, do it well. Living beyond a botched suicide means living the life you didn’t want to live.