How are you guys?
Im… Kind of feeling useless
I cant stop thinking that life is meaningless
I need to maintain my love for god and this shit of earth,for my sanity sake, but i cant! Not like this… I need a ****** reason!
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Hello, Reiko. I don’t know how much I can help you, but I’m happy to try. Why do you think of yourself as useless?
I truly relate to your post. I often feel like my life is useless and that there is no point to my life other then to suffer and drag myself kicking and screaming through another day.
I believe that most of the time I am a good person to other people so I at least feel good about that. But overall… At this point in my life, I dont think I am making that much of a difference in the world. I am just another person living and breathing, going through the motions of life > but often I dont really want to be alive anymore. I often feel like my life was really good for a long time in the past, but that the good days are just about over with and its time to go home now. To sleep the sleep of death and never wake up again.
thats my rant.
Its good to see that someone feels like me
Thanks..
Sounds like an existential crisis. When you feel that life is useless and meaningless. You have to come up with your own meaning.
Its hard to make up your own meaning when you don’t have dreams or objectives, you know?
Yea I know that very well. Any meaning that you make for yourself feels fake or less real. You feel like it’s just a mental trick you are trying to play on yourself. Creating meaning because you know you need meaning, rather than because you really believe in that meaning. Like an intentional delusion, but if you know you are just trying to trick yourself how can you actually trick yourself.