I feel so alive, so happy, so grateful for the existence of that thing. I’m crying of joy, of happiness, my heart feels full again. Earlier, I was doubting that this would make me feel anything, but IT DID and I’m so happy.
Everything was worth it, my mind put all the pain and reality aside to just enjoy what I had waited for so long. It was everything I had expected and more, because I was surrounded by beautiful people. I can’t stop crying.
It was beautiful, so so beautiful. And the best part is that it is real. It is real!
I can get used to this, to finally have a purpose, my own purpose, a beautiful purpose, even if it’s not important for everyone but me. I feel full, I feel alive, I feel like a human being again.
No, I feel I’m so much more than that.
I wish for all of you the same happiness, from the heart.
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Obvious question sorry if it s dumb. What is it?
Is it a Max Dog ******** cylinder with all the trimmings ?
Did my Hawaiian pizza from sideways pizza in NYC get delivered to your house? Cause it never made it here.
Would you please send me a pizza, too? I’ll cover the tip.
Apparently kamidaka has my pizza. I can send you my left over Chinese food if you like.
i could actually send what i had had through the mail!!! A CUP OF SOUP! YUCK!! 🙂
@HDS: That’ll work, too.
The Daisy Red Ryder BB Gun…be careful you’ll shoot your eye out.
You deserve happiness. Always be happy.
Do you mean the scholarship to Japan, kamidaka? If so, congratulations.
it’s cruel to hunt and not tell us. 🙁
Sorry, it’s been a long time. No, it’s not the scholarship, and I don’t feel confortable telling you guys what it is. You’re beautiful people, but my only reason to live is ridiculous and not quite important for anybody but me. Well, at least not to that degree. I’m so sorry.