It wasn’t that bad it never really is. I never gash myself like i want to. I want to die right now I can’t sleep im mid breakdown. I don’t know how to end it. I don’t know how to end me. I have no means to control or distract from how suicidal I feel right now. I’m incredibly sorry for posting so much. I can’t help it. I’m suicidal with no means to leave and no one to talk to and im 22+years into being suicidal nearly 30 years into living. There is no hope there is nothing to look forward to except more reasons to kill myself. I’ve come across no person who is even capable of understanding how I feel. Even amongst the suicidal I’m insignificant. I just want to sleep forever. I cant even sleep for a minute.
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There’s no need to say sorry. you can post as much as you like, especially if it helps even a little bit. Firstly, no one’s insignificant, just the fact that you’re alive has great significance. Also, it may not feel like it, but I can assure you that there are people that are going through the same thing you are. The world’s a big place, with a lot of people in it. O and despite how you feel, there’s always something to look forward to, it can even be the most trivial of things. Like a new album from a favorite band, eating something delicious, or just a beautiful day.
your posts are emotional and real. your significant~
feeling alone and pain can never be shared because other people will not understand
Sometimes, i want to be understood. Most times i want to be left alone and never understood. just disappear
being alone and in my 20’s as well i can somewhat understand if you let me. im a loner, i got no one as well. and im going through similar pain but it is never the same. my feelings are never as painful as yours and yours are never as painful as mine. there can never be true understanding because our feelings have developed over time and took anchor in our mind
You are right that everyone has different pain.