It was just a year ago when all I ever did was stay indoors all day playing pc games, watching animes, and listening to my music. I was fully aware of my situation and I knew who would help; I sought the help. But I stayed the same, I wanted to be the hermit I felt I was because although my depression tormented me, my staying indoors comforted me. I know it still lingers but I want to go back to a year ago. Where my only happiness was found within a server of people who are just like me.
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Even though you know you’d end up losing your mind ? The morbid lifestyle you miss isn’t sustainable because it’s a form of solitary confinement. Over time it eats your soul from the inside out. You only miss the familiarity and comfort which the safety of being closed off from any potential unpleasantries brings. The truth is, living this way is HIGHLY unhealthy even for an introverted type character.
Please, rich51. Never inflict this way of life onto yourself ever again. It’s self-desruction!!!