My ex boyfriend is a piece of shit. Apparently he hasn’t been suffering much at all recently. And he fucking doesn’t like me at all just because he’s been gone for a week. He forgot about all that I’ve done for him. He doesn’t acknowledge it at all. He doesn’t acknowledge my pain. He doesn’t acknowledge me. HE FUCKING CAUSED MY PAIN IN THE FIRST PLACE. He caused me so much suffering. And even when I was suffering I always put it aside for him. How can he not acknowledge that? Either way. Somehow I still love him.
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Well, good thing he’s not your boyfriend anymore. It seems like he never appreciated you at all, so I wouldn’t be surprised that he doesn’t acknowledge your feelings now. I get that breakups are painful, but the pain goes away — believe me, I broke up with someone about a month ago. The four or five months before that, though, were a lot worse.
You are not alone. I know your pain. I live it every day myself.
Fifteen years of my life wasted on a man who drove away without even a “Goodbye”. He changed phone numbers, email, no forwarding address, has his FB set to private, and of course hasn’t contacted me once in the 3 months he’s been gone.
Yet, like an idiot, here I am on this site planning my death, even though he will never care one way or another.
Everyone claims time heals, but as time goes by, I am sinking even deeper into depression and that is even with meds. Like a pill is going to cure what we have been through…