My ex boyfriend is a piece of shit. Apparently he hasn’t been suffering much at all recently. And he fucking doesn’t like me at all just because he’s been gone for a week. He forgot about all that I’ve done for him. He doesn’t acknowledge it at all. He doesn’t acknowledge my pain. He doesn’t acknowledge me. HE FUCKING CAUSED MY PAIN IN THE FIRST PLACE. He caused me so much suffering. And even when I was suffering I always put it aside for him. How can he not acknowledge that? Either way. Somehow I still love him.
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I took it for granted that my boyfriend would be there for me. Well no more. At least he is happy. He has no more multiple personalities. But he realized he did not love me. Well. I really don’t know anymore. I just have no one. The only reason I’m alive is that he feels ok. Now I get to be a stereotypical teenage guy and get depressed. Oh wait, I already was. Now I feel empty
I’ve been cutting for a long time. It started small. It was no big deal. But it’s gone too far. It went from small cuts to straight up stabbing. Maybe it isn’t as bad as it could be. But I have been brutal to my body. It’s not for the pain. It’s for the blood. It’s like dying a little bit every time. But it has really gone too far. It’s getting hard to hide. I can’t pretend that I fell into a cactus forever. But I am really just scared for my health. I can’t let this much blood out of me constantly. I […]
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I am a 14 year old guy. My boyfriend is suicidal. My other friend is suicidal. One of my boyfriend’s persons tries to cause me pain on purpose and has no empathy. One of my other boyfriend’s personalities has toyed with me for a long time. He only causes pain. Both of them know everything about me, because they are my boyfriend. They take advantage of me. Then when I come to his other persons for help, I just hurt him and make him feel bad for not being in control. It’s not his fault. He is in worse pain than I am. All I […]