I want die so bad. There are some moments where every additional second of life makes you angry. Why will people tragically die and you live tragically it doesn’t make sense i cant even express in words how depressed i am. It’s an intense all encompassing sadness that id do anything to be without. Anything at all.
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Boy i know the feeling! It did go away after a while but it was hard to pull out of it, now i still think about suicide every now and then and depressed, bored,blah blah, but things have gotten better, i hope for you they do too! 🙂 i keep busy on a few goals and allow myself to dream but within reason,things i can achieve, so when i make progress it makes living a little better, it’s not good to dwell on dying 24/7. i hear all the time about nice people getting killed in accidents and such, now i just say to myself i really feel sorry for them because they were not suicidal and there life ended, but you know that’s the way it is, think about this, if they could wish they probably would like to be in your shoes! at least they still would have a chance, and you do too! anything possible if you put your mind too it, life is a struggle and not fun a lot of times, it up to us to find ways to make it better, hey nothing wrong with that 🙂
deadmanliving,
Oh boy does that name go with exactly how you feel. There are some days where one can feel like disappearing in this world, but just know hard things- hard situations become softer after a little while. Hope is why you are here today and hope is whats gonna get you threw.
“Let the darkness find you if it must. Throw off the quick and tempting escapes, and seek help only from those who would teach you to grow, feed your soul, embrace your heart, but would not steal away your journey.” -Jennifer DeLucy