I cut myself for the first ever time today and I now have realized I truly lost everything. Even myself. honestly cutting myself kind of feels good??? Like the pain of that outweighs the pain in my heart it’s so weird I never understood until now. I’m so scared Im gonna get addicted to self harm now though
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Wow that must of bern a surprising experience. Cutting feels good.
yes it could be very addicting… I did it many times. Then I ended it with overdosing myself with drugs, unfortunately it didn’t killed me -just sent me to hospital. My doctor even got tired of me harming myself… she gave me three chances. If I still harm myself… she’d stop seeing me. Even my doctor would give up on me… like shit… *sigh*
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Well..may be you didn’t feel good because it’s your 1st time cutting or may be because it’s NOT your self harm way. May be you are made for other kinds of self harm…
Cutting is like an orgasm. But better. And it gets better as much you practise…
Holy fuck. I have never understood cutting. It makes me sad to think of all the people that do it. Kinda like Heroin. Do it once and…
Fuck that.
I want to die sometimes but I could never cut. Wishing you the best!
I was the same way like 5 minutes before I saw a knife and thought maybe I’d try it.. There really is no escape from myself so I thought it can’t be any worse then what I’m feeling inside so I tried it. It still doesn’t really feel real that I did it honestly