anybody have any experience with sleeping pill overdose? Ive been doing lots of research and thinking that’s what I’m leaning towards but want to know more before I decide. Thanks for the help
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I also drank alcohol today for the first time. Like actually drank with bad intentions. It was whiskey. I felt myself buzzed/drunk I don’t know which I was since Ive never drank before but I was just super light headed and my vision was super unfocused. Two things I never thought I’d do, I did together on the same day (see last post). That’s how low I have sunk. It’s been like 9 hours now since I drank it so I just have a bad headache and my legs and arms just feel so tired. I’m exhausted. All I want to do is sleep forever […]
I cut myself for the first ever time today and I now have realized I truly lost everything. Even myself. honestly cutting myself kind of feels good??? Like the pain of that outweighs the pain in my heart it’s so weird I never understood until now. I’m so scared Im gonna get addicted to self harm now though
I’m seriously so lonely I don’t know how to put it into words. Why can I just fall asleep tonight and never wake up 🙁 I don’t want to have to take tons of pills or jump off of a cliff but it’s looking like that’s the only way cause all the wishing in the world isn’t helping. I still wake up everyday. How do I get out of here I just want to go. I can’t take this loneliness and sadness and weight on my shoulders anymore. I’m tired. I just want to stay asleep forever. My girlfriend, well I guess ex girlfriend? Idk […]
guys I’m going fucking crazy I literally have nothing. I have no shoulder to cry on, nobody to make a cry for help to, nobody to talk to. Nobody knows how daringly close I am to acting on these thoughts.. I am feeling so helpless and empty it’s actually making me feel crazy. How do I literally have nothing. Nothing at all. Just goes to show I have no purpose or reason here God damn I hate this so fucking much I don’t even know what to do but just sit here and stare at the wall for hours. I just want to yell or […]
i don’t even know how to describe how lonely I am it’s really sad to think about honestly. I haven’t spoke to a soul outside of my household family in over a month. Truthfully I don’t want to because I push everybody away and just make myself look like an idiot always. I’m not a very likable person I guess. I’m too negative and sad always. I have nobody to run to while I’m sitting at rock bottom everyday, nobody to be happy about something with, nobody to play video games with, nobody to eat with, I really have nobody. I have nothing. Family love […]
Wishing nobody cared about you when you’ve already given up on yourself and anything/everything involving yourself? Family, parents, loved ones, maybe a few friends etc… Whoever it may be that cares about and loves you. It makes it impossible to try to do something to end it all because you’re so scared to hurt the few that do love you so you just continue to suffer and hide it day in and day out. If only they could just not care. It would make the process so much easier, with almost zero hesitations. I don’t care about me, you shouldn’t care about me either. Life […]
I can’t stop thinking how could I end it all without killing myself? If that even makes sense. I so badly want to just end it without actually having to commit suicide, I could never work up the courage for suicide which is sad. At least for now. Hopefully that will change soon
I mean whats the point of living? To make memories and be happy? Why? When you die you don’t remember anything. There’s no point in suffering for the little good here and there. I just don’t want to hurt my family or the girl I love, but then again why live for other […]
I know I haven’t explained exactly what’s going on in detail yet but I will soon.. Honestly I just can’t find the energy to type everything I am so sad and tired every second I don’t wanna do anything..
I hate myself so much why does my family have to care I wish so bad they didn’t
I don’t wanna be here I don’t wanna fail myself or disappoint others anymore I don’t know what to do.. If she’s gone for good I’ve lost everything and i can’t handle it.. As of now I’m scared to end it myself and scared to die, but I don’t want […]
Ahh… Where do I even start… I found this site months ago but never paid too much attention to it, only reading a few posts here and there when I was sad and feeling like it couldn’t get any better, then closing the site. Until recently. The past three weeks I live on this site I hardly miss any posts.. Not too sure what else to do with my day when I’m not sleeping.. I tend to ramble on and talk way too much and annoy everybody so I’m hoping I don’t do that here but knowing me I probably will so I’m sorry in […]