Its been a while since I posted, ive been on this site for 5 years now.Im turning 40 this month and just sitting here looking back at my life I am amazed at how I made it this far.There was so many times ive wanted to end it some happy moments overshadowed of course by those dreadful deppressive days.I kind of feel like an OG in ways.But I truly hate living, never wanted to be here in the first place.
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What ways?
I used it for lack of a better term, but that describes my perseverance (if you wanna call it that lol) considering i’ve been suicidal since the age of 14.I guess i”ll stay for the rest of the show what the heck
Fuck. It never gets better??
LoL nope. it’s like a flushing toilet that never empties or overflows, just keeps going around in circles.