I’ve been pretty fucking depressed, then just average ups and downs, then good days and bad nights. But lately, holy shit. My days have been getting more and more depressing and I completely stopped giving a fuck. Just two more days until I can smoke pot again and I just can’t wait so I can add even more not giving a fuck to my already boring and pointless life.
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I’m the same way. I have great days and then abysmal days. Life reminds us everyday why the world is so cruel. It’s hard to find the strength to do anything anymore. The only thing I’m motivated to do is go to the bathroom and eat food. I constantly find the path of least resistance and I know that won’t get me far in life. It makes sense why people turn to drugs or liquor at times like these, I can’t blame you.
Just hang in there man. I’m trying really hard to myself………………….
For now I am ok with just staying in and watching movies all day.
I hear you. That’s what I’m doing right now haha
The path of least resistance is much easier. There’s a lyric by The Twilight Singers:
“Save yourself, you little sinner. Path it up right. Take the road less traveled. Make sure you keep that shit all tight.”
I feel guilty hearing those lyrics because I’m not “taking the road less traveled”. There is too much fear when you choose an unknown path. How do people do it? They walk around and make life changing choices just like that! They just pick up and go. They don’t know where they’ll end up, but they just go anyway. That’s so brave. I need a huge change in my life. I’m too scared to live.
Is pot legal in the state your at?
It’s not legal where I live, but I’m definitely not opposed to it being legalized and regulated, somewhat taxed, etc. but I haven’t done a drug in my life. How I got so f’d up without substance abuse is an anti-miracle.
Pot is legal if you have a recommendation, which I have. It’s only legal for medical use for now.