I genuinely don’t care. It may sound cruel but I’ve been suffering for too long to still care about how other people will be effected. Im not alive other people im alive because pulling the trigger is hard as fuck.
I’m in no position to judge. I’ve never had my finger on the trigger. I can’t imagine how hard it must be to pull the trigger. Stupid question: Do you think it’s hard because self-preservation kicks in, or is there something else…
deadmanliving(hopefullyhopeful)10/31/2016 - 3:35 am
Not a stupid question it is absolutely self preservation. It’s as if your brain goes hey i cant let this fat fuck splatter me everywhere so I’ll give him the worst panic attack ever to save myself.
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Your family? Your sister, I think?
I genuinely don’t care. It may sound cruel but I’ve been suffering for too long to still care about how other people will be effected. Im not alive other people im alive because pulling the trigger is hard as fuck.
I’m in no position to judge. I’ve never had my finger on the trigger. I can’t imagine how hard it must be to pull the trigger. Stupid question: Do you think it’s hard because self-preservation kicks in, or is there something else…
Not a stupid question it is absolutely self preservation. It’s as if your brain goes hey i cant let this fat fuck splatter me everywhere so I’ll give him the worst panic attack ever to save myself.