…With myself
I have a lot of potential. A lot of potential. And I’m messing things up myself. Then I complain about everything in the end and think my death is the only solution. I’m just being a coward. Scared of what life has in store for me. I’m ruining other people’s lives in the process. I am hurting a lot of people in my life. People who actually give a damn about me. People I care about just as much. But I can’t get my head out of my ass.
I know what I have to do to get myself out of shit hole. A dark hole a dug myself. Doing what will save me seems to be the issue here. I’m lazy. Lazy to even save myself. I’m watching myself drown. All I’m good at is just fucking whining.
I need to save myself. I need to find the courage to save myself and stop relying on other people to help save me from drowning.
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i think you already have all the answers my old friend . I hope to see the day when you will leave this community and start giving your life a chance , a chance that you deserve . i wish you all the happiness and good luck , my old friend .