Lies

They pretend to like me so that they can take embarrassing pictures or videos. They only include me ehen they benefit from it. I try so hard to be nice, even when I feel dead inside, like I could break down at a moment’s notice. I know they take advantage of me. I know that they are lying to me. I can see right through all of it, yet I still tell myself that we’re friends. How do you escape all the lies when your surrounded by them? I can’t even find solace in my own mind! Where do I go besides here? God damn lies…