They have taken full control. I try to reach out for help but my entire family insults me for trying. They say some horribl things about me. They don’t care anymore. I guess I have been too much of a nuicance they have had enough of me.
I doubt this week will end with me still among the breathing. I don’t want to be here anymore.
You know you are no longer wanted when your parents tell you to go kill yourself.
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yeah it sounds pretty bad, voices in your head? that’s not good but it’s up to you to keep trying to seek help, but this is a very sticky situation, you tell people your hearing voices in your head they may lock you up, perhaps you just need medication? i don’t know? i would just try to get help for depression and try different meds, i wouldn’t mention you are thinking of killing yourself or the voices keep that to yourself, as long as these voices aren’t telling you to kill people that is. then perhaps it might be a good idea to get locked up, sorry i don’t want you to hurt anyone no offence.
well they weren’t your parents in the first place if they said those horrible things. It is not your fault, and don’t be sad that the people in your house are mean to you. If they were your family they wouldn’t act this way
No one should abuse you, regardless of family ties. They might be exhausted by the whole thing, but that is not your fault. You are just trying to get by.
If people treat you badly, that is like a poisoned well. Stop drinking from it. Find water someplace else.
In my job, I interact with so many strangers, and a tiny minority of them are really mean. First off, it often IS true that it is about them, not you. Some people have a bad day every day. And some of those people had a bad upbringing or something, so they take it out on everyone else.
Anyway, my point is: All your life, you will meet people. Most will probably be fine as acquaintances. A minority will, as mentioned, be assholes. But another minority will be gold. You have to try to hold onto those ones. And let the others pass by.
And also remember that regardless of how shittily everyone else behaves, you have the option of doing what you feel is right.
Your parents are toxic and its tough for you cause by nature they are your parents or people you immediately model after and seek love and attention, unfortunately,they are more.negative than positive to you. I dont lbow your age but lots of love out there perhpas join a soup kitchen,sports ,film group,hevk.even the militar,group,aometging where you dont have to be in.the house all day hopefully you can even go away for school or get a job move out.
Call them out on it. Ask them if they really meant that you should kill yourself. If they say that they did mean it (unlikely) ask them if they know the legal implications of saying something like that to another person?