In a less than a year i will kill myself if my life doesnt improve. The date is 9 1 17. If I’m in the same rut ive been in the first 29 years ill end it all. I have things i want to do ill start therapy Tuesday. Ive lost an additional 40 lbs the past 4 or 5 mos making my total weight loss around 140 lbs. I’ve done and am doing the best i can. I hate the way this uglyiness and loneliness feels. If nothing changes then nothing changes. I will die complete regardless. Ill die knowing i gave all the all i possibly could with next to no support or even basic respect from another soul. I’m comfortable with that.
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You lost that much weight? That is highly impressive, must have been some fight!
We don’t know each other but I’ve thought similar things. If ever you need to talk you can email me @shakieross93@gmail.com. I don’t mind listening.
@muspelhem it has been it took 2 years + to lose the first hundred the last 5 months ive been taking a poisonous fat burner lol.
@kissy im from Detroit so i used to live semiclose to Ohio. All i know about Cincinnati is kings island and wrestler Dean Ambrose. I appreciate the offer i may take you up on it.
Well done for persisting!
Lol. That’s about all that we have here in Ohio. I think you should stop taking it if its poisoness. We would hate to lose you buddy.
Its worth dying to look less horrendous am i take breaks and I’ll be dead this time next year unless things change anyway. I appreciate your concern kind stranger.
Why will you be dead this time next year? And you aren’t horrendous.
You havent seen how i look and i may not be dead but if things dont improve i will kill myself