Why do I even try?
Why do I think I can get something.
I know I haven’t been through shit like other people.
But hey, I suck, I suck so much…
I feel like I’m stuck in a tornado…
but i’m not..
but yet i feel it.
It’s stupid really, I know..
Everyone told me to fight and shit..
eat, sleep..
i don’t eat.
Sleep.
Fight.
I feel like a ghost already…
Even if I am barely breathin..
Who woulda thought that me..
the smiling guy, laughing guy..
could be depressed, suicidual…
No one thought to check..
Maybe one good friend..
but yet so far away…
Well not to far but far enough outta my grip..
I cry every night…
Why do I even try?
Why do I think I can get something.
I know I haven’t been through shit like other people.
But hey, I suck, I suck so much…
I feel like I’m stuck in a tornado…
but i’m not..
but yet i feel it.
It’s stupid really, I know..
Everyone told me to fight and shit..
eat, sleep..
i don’t eat.
Sleep.
Fight.
I feel like a ghost already…
Even if I am barely breathin..
Who woulda thought that me..
the smiling guy, laughing guy..
could be depressed, suicidual…
No one thought to check..
Maybe one good friend..
but yet so far away…
Well not to far but far enough outta my grip..
I cry every night…
Why do I even try?
1 comment
The unfortunate thing is that very few people think to check on others. It’s very rare that people go through their daily lives, and think about if others are depressed or grappling with other issues. It’s just the way things are. The onus is on the person that’s struggling to reach out to others. Maybe reach out to your friend, and others that you trust. Support from other people can be extremely beneficial.