They have a free art crawl in town and I wanted to go. Basically a bunch of art galleries open up their doors for free every first friday of the month. After work I drive to the first one open. Park my car walk to the door and then…. panic. I turned around and went home. I tried to get myself up for it at work. Tell myself it would be just ok to go but I couldnt handle it. Ive never had a girlfriend hell ive never really had any friend. I don’t know how to interact with people socially. I dont even know how to go in public. I genuinely don’t think ill make another friend for the rest of my life. My anxiety controls me. It prevents me from getting out of my hell hole. My date will be here before I know it. Tick Tock. Tick Tock. Bang!
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Hey man. Check out the website “Joyable”. It might help.
And you have my profound sympathy. I know very much how that feels and how much it hurts. But do not despair. You can learn to deal with these things.
Thanks for the suggestion. Im seeing a counselor. Im only 3 sessions in. Joyable looks extremely scam. I appreciate the suggestion though
Srsly? I think it looks very trustworthy. Anyway, I signed up for a free trial, and so far it is great.
Good to hear you are seeing a counselor! Good luck!
I hope it works for you it asked me for a credit card and I am warey of thing like that.