And if this is goodbye then thank you, Kimberly. I would say I’ll really miss you and all the good times we had because its the truth, but that would be ironic considering what I am trying to do here. I will try to enjoy my life once I get better. Sorry that every time you wanted to talk I had nothing helpful to say, I just did the best I could, I wish I could have helped you to feel better. Sorry that things changed, even though there is obviously nothing we can do about change. I know we both had good times and bad times during those days, but when things were still the same they were pretty great, I think. But that should be the past for me now. I hope that you find something that makes you feel happier in life and want to keep going. I hope that you will remember me in a few years and instead of thinking why I never wrote or messaged you, you think how I moved on and got better like you hoped for me. I am sorry if you are just out of the country and you come back to me trying to forget, but I’m trying to do some good for myself. I would love to help you get better but I wouldn’t know how to. Good luck, Kimberly, get well and party hard; after writing this I can actually see past our thirty’s haha
Goodbye.