I have never been so excited for the new year yet so upset about it.
I for some reason have high expectations for this new year , but I also just like want to die as well ….Christmas ever I made 13 cuts into my thigh .
I can’t wait for the new year but I keep planing my death after the holidays . then I keep worring about the inconvenience it will be for my family for the rest of the year .
The guy I kind liked basicly came out and said he wants to marry my cousin went in my phone and got the number . but I can’t like anyone cuss I want to die .
I should not like this guy .
Becuae this last year we both got divorced . and I want to die and can’t seem to see my life moving foward .
He has already to be married by the end of next fall . to me it sounds like we’re oil and vinger .
No one can like or love someone like me I gave up along time ago.
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Unfortunately this world is simply based on luck. Some prosper and then there’s us.