I found out you can poison yourself with honey and get botulisum my dumb mom told me by accident ive been doing good so far haven’t been in the hospital or overdosed but i did put my hand down a garbage disposal two weeks before Christmas it did little damage however knowing that fact when mom told me has fueled my addiction were im thinking of trying this though im not sure cause i don’t want to die but i don’t know how to stop myself any other way without telling someone who wont turn me in or take away my freedoms like police or parents if i had friends id give it to them but there all gone or busy.i already stole the honey.i don’t know were to turn
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I am not quite certain how that works, but that doesn’t sound like much fun…. Poisoning just doesn’t sound okay at all to me…. I do hope that you do find a way to stop yourself that also doesn’t lose you your freedoms…. Sticking your hand down a garbage disposal seems like it should do more than just a little damage, it’s something I know I would have done by now if I had a garbage disposal at my house, I know I’ve been heavily tempted to at my sister’s house but there’s always too many people around and that stops me (which is good)…. If I recall you started thinking about doing that a pre long time ago right? :/ it’s horrible how thoughts do that….
Either way I am happy to see you around…. And I do hope that you will be around in the future, and that things will also go well for you…. *hugs* I wish you the best.
Garbage disposals really dont well they do but it takes time and i didn’t have much. So u only sliced my fingers. Bit didnt do much damage expect couldn’t move fingers. I did think about doing it awhile back yeah that was me.i guess i just wish i could turn over a new leaf something always tempts me though and my life is on the line cause of it ive had dozens of suicide attempts still these slip up s when can i pass or learn to live