It’s been quite a while.
I managed to buy a gun, it should be here next week. I hope it makes it on time. I’ve done everything I could.
I’ll message the people I love one last time with all my feelings, I hope my words will make them feel how special and unique they really are. Ah, what a shame, I would’ve loved to be there for them and also to see the end of all this.
I’m ready, more than ever. I won’t let them torture me anymore.
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Go with God and in peace, my friend.
Tell them your feelings, but release all expectations of them actually understanding you.
Nah, I don’t expect anything really, but I want them to feel loved, they don’t really care about me but they mean the world to me.
I don’t really know if you’re new here but recently I’ve read your comments here and there and you seem like a nice person
Thank you
Like Einsamkeit says, go with peace and hopefully your struggle comes to an end. I am hoping I get a chance to talk to you on the other side.
Thank you, I hope something better awaits us on the other side
I have no idea how to send a direct message to you but would like to ask you some questions about the weapon you got and how you plan on getting yourself ready for the day?
I don’t really know what weapon it is, just a small generic one.
I’m planning to use my best clothes, maybe drink a little (I’ve never done it before) and pull the trigger.
Nothing fancy really