Would anyone out there like to be friends? Discuss our ideas on how to go? I feel alone in this and would just like someone to talk to who’s going through the same thing. I am trying to hold on longer in hopes that something will change but im just having a hard time making it out if this difficult mental state. My email is Elementalheartart27@yahoo.com
Email me if youre on the same boat. Perhaps we can help each other.
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I’ve been looking for pointers for a while I only have a friendly ear to offer
thank you. I got some emails in my inbox. If youd like to keep in touch.. let me know 🙂
Hi ellehart I would like to talk to you if that’s ok, not about anything in particular just need a little chat
Hi ElleHart . It’s been a few days since you were here last here . Have you been spending every waking hour thinking about killing yourself ?? I think I can feel it in your posts. I was thinking the same thoughts from the second I woke up and it would last all day . This went on for about 2 months straight . I wanted to die / tried to die but also wanted to have hope .. I’m trying new meds and as much as I hate the idea of crazy drugs I must say those thoughts of sitting in my laundry with the generator or hanging myself are not so bad a month into them . Will it last ?? I hope so .. Your still researching and your still here – Something might just change for you ..
Hi mellowoods. yes, youre right on. you have spot on intuition. Nearly every minute I’ve been thinking about whether to leave or stay. My son and mom are what keep me here but my mental health is not 100% balanced. I’m on zyprexa which helps me sleep like 9 hours a night which is great! but im still obsessed with my thoughts and feelings and it makes me go nuts. I may try an anti depressant. which one are you on?
I started on Lexapro and I’m thinking it has made a difference also added Edranox but I think the Lexapro was supressing the thoughts .. I’m still depressed and spend all day in bed but I get to relax a bit now .. I was on heaps of others over the years the last was Effexor which was a bad choice for me .. It’s early days .