im searching for one. Does anyone know of one??
ElleHart
Im just truly surprised that people dont think to OD in a tub. So many wake up after coma. Why not just take it in tub pass out face down.. done deal. Its what im gunna do.
why don’t people talk about ODing in tub more often? i hear about so many who survive Od’s, go into comas, wake up days later. Wouldn’t a tub be a sure bet? drowning without even knowing.
Why dont i hear more about this? Seems so easy to OD on anything and just lay in bathtub and drown.
Do people not know they can drown this way?
I don’t think I will make it son
I love you so much.
I love your little hands and feet. You are the most beautiful being I’ve ever seen.
I’m sorry that I wont be around much longer. You wont remember me much. You are only 8 months old.
Im to ill to go on.. I hope one day in the distant future you will understand. somehow..
I will never see you take your first steps.
I will never hold you when you need.
I will never get to embrace you after youve fallen or had a bad day.
I will never get to see your first drawing
I will never be able to […]
but in my case i am suffering severely from mental disorders… i wish i could live more in the present moment.. idk how to.
From experiences Ive had… Im starting to think that the afterlife may be like being pure consciousness… and able to blend or jump into things. Not being a person with arms and legs.. but a light that can move as fast as thought.
I’m just curious…
is anyone here interested in going to Dignitas (assisted suicide center)?
considering that they accept ” weariness of Life ” as a terminal illness.
As I was sitting with my mom telling her that I felt suicidal she told me that like was a privilege..
I cant help but to agree. We only have this one unique opportunity to be this one unique individual that will never BE again.
I wish I could stay.. but my mind is not healthy. Its so unfair that one cannot see the pain or damage of a person mentally.
I’ve nearly lost my mind several times and it has left me damaged. I can barely hang on most days as I feel myself slipping or on edge.
I’ve been nearing the end and I’ll admit i get […]
I’ve been feeling slightly better.. but a friend made me realize that ive been sort of indulging in the thought of suicide.
The med I’m on has helped a bit ( Zyprexa for mood disorder). Ive also been prescribed Prozac for depression but Ive been worried about taking it due to side effects.
Im not sure if it is depression that’s making me have these thoughts but.. I cannot stop thinking about how in the world im going to live another 50 years. I know its a future thought of which is not healthy to worry about but.. it crosses my mind. Ive had several people also […]
Anyone here from los angeles or residing in CA? And would like to chat about what we are going through? My email is elementalheartart27@yahoo.com
I miss who I was before I had my son.
I was so excited at life. After my nervous breakdown 4 months ago I havent been the same. I know my identity changed in entering motherhood.. but I never thought it would be like this.
Ive suffered a ton in my life and I just want to be happy that Im a mom. Some people dont even get to be parents and really want to. Im trying to see positives.
Moving back in with my parents depressed me until i realized how much they’ve been helping out with the baby. y dad feels like hes young again and […]
Would anyone out there like to be friends? Discuss our ideas on how to go? I feel alone in this and would just like someone to talk to who’s going through the same thing. I am trying to hold on longer in hopes that something will change but im just having a hard time making it out if this difficult mental state. My email is Elementalheartart27@yahoo.com
Email me if youre on the same boat. Perhaps we can help each other.
I’ve always suffered from different forms of anxiety and mental illness.. but manageable. It wasn’t until I had my son 7 months ago that I started to suffer to the degree of considering suicide.( mainly due to trauma) I feel like I nearly lost my mind and get experiences of detachment from reality (psychosis) and bad ocd/ptsd/anxiety to this day. Ive noticed slight improvements taking zyprexa but still have other symptoms as well as severe depression.
I literally feel like every second I am obsessed with how I feel and that I feel bad.Literally imagine it ALWAYS in the back of your mind.
I feel bad for […]