I cant sleep
Too much tension. I feel my little world being distorted again. I think that the worst thing for someone with a mind illness, is when things change.
When you are depressed, struggling, you cant hold much on your mind. It is hard to function like a human. Then your life as life always do, changes, throw you off of your routine. To stabilize then, is one of the hardest things to do.
Im seeing my world crack. And i dont know how i can survive.
How i will even eat ? How i will take care of things? My mind still asking me to kill myself.
This is everything i have.
And im losing it.
Maybe i will do it this year.
At least. I wish so.
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How will you cope? It’s very hard for me to think of it I have been there many times. Do you pass your time at home or do you also work?
Take a break if you know you’ll need it.
I don’t know. I wish I could cope in a good way, but I probably will just cry and cry