December 29th 2016 i tried to kill my self but it landed me into detox til today January 2nd 2017. I’m so far sober. Everything bad has happened to me. Somebody I thought loved me stole my money so I’m back at square one sleeping in my car. I I’ve been trying so hard to not do anything I’m going to regret. This doesn’t make my situation any better. I try to have faith and it seems like nothing good happens to me. I feel useless to my children and like I’m not worth anything. Me thinking somebody actually did love me once again backfired. Even if I did want to do drugs I couldn’t because he stole that too. I guess God save me because I do have a purpose but what purpose do I have. I lost everything and I couldn’t even take my life right. They say God wouldn’t put you through more than you can handle but I can’t handle all this. Have tried every resource but no one can help. Damn this is so hard. Life isn’t worth all this pain and it damn sure isn’t worth being used and abuse by I many..