Whats sad is when you realize your life is over and yet can’t bring yourself to end it. The only friends I occasionally have are either my parents friends or women at a strip club. Yes I realize they’re fake and only want my money but attention can be nice.
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“I realize they’re fake and only want my money”. Wouldn’t that apply to most people? Hmmm, good thing I’m poor.
Oh I’m deeply poor lol. I can’t afford to go but when you know it’s going to be 5-10 years to get out of debt and have no idea what the rest of the future looks like besides that it’s hard to worry about saving the money or your credit or anything.
I’m also worried about my financial future atm, fucked up in college and now I’m dealing with the anxiousness of having to pay a buncha people back not just for college but for years of private school as well. It scares me that I probably have at least like 40 grand or so to have to pay off, and I”m only 21, with nothing but a high school diploma and a little over a year in the restaurant business..
Yup, sucks. Money is the reason I’m killing myself. I also screwed up and have no future, what is the point in living if you can’t live comfortably? There is no point.
I’m poor too I’m heavily in debt I’m 26 and I’ve been in debt since I was 17 when my father died everyone my age lives on their own mistakes I live on both mine and my parents I’ve been broke and single my whole life. So strip club is 1 and backpage.com is a 2nd I follow these two once every six months since I have nobody besides anime if not for anime I don’t know what I’d do. it will be 7-13 years until I’m out of debt fml and that’s if in that time nothing goes wrong hah all my cousins are married they have children cars houses and money. Me 4 walls anime figs and a bed with bills that I haven’t even paid that I sleep with.
Yeah it does make you sad when you look at yourself and realize you are already dead but yet don’t have the courage to just end it. And unfortunately I won’t be one of those lucky people who get hit by cars or shot during a robbery. I’ll have to kill myself and it sucks.