The Way

My dream would be to have some land for privacy and a house and pets. I had a dog who died two weeks ago. Im on disability, so i have no way to buy a house. I do pay pretty hefty rent which I feel is close to a mrtgage paument. But a bank woildnt give me a mortgagae cause i dont make enough monthly, even thoigh i can and have paid my rent for 21 years(i get section 8). If i could im not sure i coild manage it. My neighbors drive me to suicide, amoung ither things, theyre so loud and rude aboutit, yelling and hollaring and carrying on. They traumatized my dog so that she was always under the bed scared. I dont think i can have another dog here. Woth that kind of abuse. I know that weakened her immune system. The financial and health issues are what are so insurmountable, i know exactly what to doto fix myself, i just cant afford the kind of doctor who understands hormknes and the compounded scripts, for life, on ssi. Plus supplements. I cant even afford to eat. Plus pay for a dog. I did it nefore but she ate kibble, theres no way im feeding kibble again. She died young of stomach cancer, gee, i wonder what caused that?

Upstairs is a white blond bicth and heavyset black male, both on disbaility. I say it that way cause thats how theyve described themsleves to me. She slams her walking cane into the floor, my ceiling constantly, randomly all day and night, she falls and bangs the walls and ceilings, then when he gets home, it thud thud thud, they have this recliner that makes a scarey loud thud, they slam the toilwt seat every time, then they hollar back and forth, they plod up and down the stairs qhich are outside my livng room wall, and yell going up and down. Ive reported them but the apts think im a complainer and dont take me serious. They arent the first low lives living above me, the previous was a drug adict with a barking floppy houndog, super loud scarely bark and wojld lunge at people and my dog. Before that, a 20 something woman and her best friend and their two two year olds running all day and night, one of the kids fell out the wondow.