So, this is me.
I have been off this site, and away from the pain for almost a year. And then I met a new person. Someone who tried so hard to make me realize I was okay, yet somehow did the exact opposite. I relapsed back into this hole again, and I’ve hit a worse point than I was a year ago, when my life started being a little better than it has been for years. This site helped me realize that maybe I was worth the fight, so I’m back to try and find that feeling again. I was strong, I thought I could get through this. But maybe I can’t. Maybe I’m not worth the fight, or the love, or the pain. Maybe I’m not worth anything.
My name is Sophie, I’m 16 years old, and this is me.
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dear Sophie, all of this, is not all of you, it is only part of you
Most people encounter up and downs down their road, some more than others
You have already learned you can be strong and get through it once, that means you can again
It doesn’t mean it will be easy or even easier than before, but it certainly means it’s more than possible, and since you are most definitely worth something, i would like to think, it’s very likely you mange to get through this once more.
All we can is try, noone can ever demand more of us than that, and we should try, not so much for others, but mostly for ourselves
You do your best as you go along down the road, and that is ok and good enough
My best thoughts and hopes goes out to you Sophie
do try, and take car of yourself
I hate to sound like and old geezer, but at your age you still have plenty of things to experience and learn. If things got better once, they can get better again. The thing tho, is that YOU have to believe it, because no matter how much anybody else tells you that you’re worth it, you’re the one living your life… plus, as you already found out, people come and go, so your opinion is the one that matters regarding your worth. I know it’s hard, but i’d say give it time because things can definitely get better again, and… well, i could repeat again everything that snorlax wrote above but there’s no point, lol.