Spring is coming too soon, which means so is summer, soooo…. now I have to hide my new marks, before anyone notices them and sends me back to the hospital or the high focus centers. I hate spring, I hate summer. I hate my body, I hate myself. And in the winter I can hide all of that evidence behind a sweatshirt and jeans. This is too soon.
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yea :)) hate ..
Just wear jeans in the summertime
I’m hoping to never have to buy another pair of shorts or Ray Bains again. Think of the money I’ll save….
You can get some nice thin long sleeved shirts that are perfect for summer, I really like the cowl hoodie shirt things that are really thin, they are rather comfortable and have a hood to hide inside of. And they don’t get that hot, one that I have almost feels like walking around without a shirt on (minus the discomfort from actually not wearing a shirt) I would also recommend a purple or a red, mostly because in the case that something does happen blood will blend into them slightly better which can give you time to quickly get out of view from people…. (just move your limbs around a lot in a natural way if being observed directly it will help them not be noticed (do note don’t over do it and call attention to them) also casually moving them out of line of sight in a way that looks natural works too (like maybe hold your hands behind your back, you can start that “habit” sometime before you need it so it becomes a normal thing for you and doesn’t look suspicious) also i recommend a summer jacket too for over the shirt there’s some actual hoodies that are like not even warm at all intended for summer and spring use….
I’m sorry that you actually do have to deal with this problem though, and I do hope that at least some of this you can find helpful. I have a bit of experience, lots of my body hasn’t seen the sun for like 4 years now -_- and people don’t even really question it too hard, I just always dress that way and it’s normal….
also dark blues, aren’t bad for bleeding on in a relatively unnoticed way…. Dark colors in general, but I like purple best, it’s less of a dark spot gets left. Black is pre good too but kind of sucks to wear…. Purple is my recommendation (luckily I like the color quite well anyway too ^_^) like when I pat the sleeves against a bleeding wound it barely leaves anything that noticeable which is great for people who aren’t closely inspecting it.
Oh yeah be careful because the sticking to the wound will be the largest give away…. Which is a bit hard to disguise…. I wouldn’t recommend white at all, as that I imagine would be noticeable (I haven’t’ tried and don’t really know, but I guess it wouldn’t go well) well I guess in theory this may be something you have to worry about less if you actually take care of things and wrap/bandage them (like you should)….
Sorry I always forget things in my first thingies…. either way I do hope that spring goes well for you, and you can manage it comfortably (as well as summer)
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