Weekend is the perfect time. I have everything I need.
Why do you even want me to stay?
It’s becoming more and more incomprehensible.
Don’t talk about my music, my words. I hate myself.
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OK. If you must. I will miss you. I don’t see anything worth hating. You are a flawed being just like me. That shouldn’t be a death sentence.
Selfless reason: you seem like a sensitive, empathetic, thoughtful person. Generally speaking, the world could use more of that.
Selfish reason: reading your posts made me feel slightly less alone (not saying that should sway you in any way, but you did ask.)
I dunno you but I love you 🙂
There is infinite love and support in the afterlife and I know if you have come this far to have planned it all out, than theres nothing I can say to stop you. All I will say is the world here is treacherous, I don’t blame you for wanting to leave. If you decide not to go through with it, and you want to talk. I am here. We all feel the same as you and we will all leave this world eventually, whether it be by accident, natural causes or even by our own hand, it WILL happen. However if you decide to go through with it, I wish you a peaceful and painless journey to the other side.
Love you <3
So much love these days on sp.
<3 I'm sorry you're feeling hate towards you. I support whatever your decision. I just hope you find peace. Much love
I don’t know if the why you want me to stay is just rethorical, aimed at sp, or aimed at people in your life but if it’s aimed at sp… well, i don’t like “losing” people that see beyond the usual “normality” of life (notice i use quotes in “losing” because i don’t actually know you irl but it still feels like a loss, and in “normality” because normal is often missunderstood… normal is the most common thing in eyes of society, NOT the right or proper thing). IThat has nothing to do with music or words, but i guess those are part of it too (specially words, because well, this place is nothing but words, lol). Whatever you end up doing i do hope you find peace in your decision.
A selfish reason is why I and everyone else wants you to stay. It will make us all feel bette and give us hope. But you have to do what you must. I’ve been less attentive here than previous but you’re one of the few I follow. You have much to offer, a beautifully poetic and understanding mind, an emotion that is displayed wonderfully through word and song (I know you said not to mention your songs) and a compassion and reflection on life that isn’t often displayed. In the end, it is your peace and happiness that rings truest in your decision. And if your mind is made up I’m happy for you. I just hope that you are truly done and through before you make your final decision. I wish you comfort and peace whatever it may be.
I told her, but she wouldn’t listen.