I can’t handle seeing my ex and his wife .
Some one told me once that God made Jesus with feelings and emotions. so who am I to repress those feelings and emotions.
Well I am defenlty not Jesus .
I have to hide so much feelings I have no hope in my heart. I have sadness not so much anger anymore.
I wish I were dead I would do it but I’m coward now that I found such easy method.
I am so fucking worthless.
I have to tell myself repress it .get married to anyone reproduce repeat this cycle with them it’s my job as woman on this earth born the race I am .
Six litters .
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hi… I want to cut myself tonight too.. I have relapsed back in December of last year an even though its only been a little over a month since then the thoughts are awful tonight. my email is: fallingsoup1998@gmail.com
don’t be afraid to write to me.. I am here …
Stay strong – falling_soup
Please don’t cut… don’t hurt yourself. 🙁
You absolutely have no responsibility to get married and have children if that’s not what you want. Make money, then escape. Cut ties with your family or only visit them on holidays. You can do it, you’re an adult and you have all the rights.
NO ONE should allow themselves to be controlled by their family’s traditions and culture if they have the option to free themselves and build a better life. Once you stand up for yourself, your family and relatives will learn to stop interfering. So what if they don’t like it, it’s not their problem. This is your life, not theirs.
nepheliad… I’m glad to see you’re alive. Haven’t seen you around in a while… ( it’s me, thanatos 🙂 )
I hope things are getting better for you. 🙂
I’m not gonna tell you to stop cutting, because I have no doubt that you wouldn’t listen, but don’t repress your feelings… it’s not healthy. Feeling something, even sadness, is better than waking up one day and being unable to feel anything at all. As a cutter, you should understand that. You cut to feel something and have control over it, right?
You have no sacred responsibility to reproduce (or get married) simply because you are a woman. Whoever told you that is a narrow minded misogynistic asshole from the stone age.