So after a couple of days, I still like it here. This is nice. We can all chat and laugh, and I wrote a letter to my favorite guru that it really won’t matter if he answers, but oh how I’d cherish that! There has been some rambling, joking, laughter, and even a long thread earlier that I could have sworn was just a tad racy….. ohhhhh my!
So yeah this is a good day. sooooo good because it is good, and not sad and terrible. My beloved nephew is sleeping over again, his mom is off indulging her need to not be a mom, which is totally valid really, though I think she should try doing it at least part-time. We wrote stories today and stayed out of the cold rain. 🙂 It’s nice to be loved, even though he’s almost as awful as I hear little brothers are. I swear he’d cut my skin off and wear it just to imitate me, but thankfully he’d rather have me around. I still lock the door though, cause no one here knocks. Knocking is apparently for individuals, and they have even more boundary issues than I do, which must have taken some work on someone’s part. Or is that the easy part of parenting? I knew my grandma, so my dad can’t say she didn’t set boundaries, that’s all I’m saying.
ahhhhhhhh sleepy, rambly, nighty night suicidal people. If you are here in the morning, we can do it all again tomorrow, and if not, bon voyage to brighter shores.
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Nighty night foxglove, I’ve enjoyed commenting with you and reading your poems and this was also nice to come across before I lay me down to sleep. Sleep well and I hope to see more of you. <3
Reading this post warmed my heart a little. Nothing to add, just wanted to say that 🙂
🙂 My thoughts exactly same as Forest of Lonely Trees.
Its already morning here.
Very glad to hear you had a good day.
I really enjoyed reading your comments .
Glad you found us, Foxy.
Who is your favorite guru ? I have to know !
I once wrote a letter to a convicted murderer, because I believed strongly that what happened to her was gross injustice. She wrote back to me, and it was … I was … moved, to say the least.
I’m jealous of you for having family. I’d have loved to have a sister and a little nephew/niece I’d take camping 🙂 No matter what shit life throws at you, keep them near and dear, and know that they’re gold.
… and keep writing awesome poems that I’m too stupid to truly understand.
dawwww………. to everyone here, and Ein, you were the first(not only) person here to impress me with intellect and spiritual…… stuff that sounds really smart. 🙂 you goof. And my favorite guru is Ram Dass, because I fell in Love with him, maybe a little like he fell in Love with Maharaji(his guru). We’ve never met, and my letter started as follows:
“Ram Dass, I Love you. Thank you for being you.”
After that I cut right to the chase and asked my question, cause someone with his life experience, and advancing years, doesn’t need me to tell him how wonderful the sunshine up his ass is or anything.
Ok ya’ll. You are all really nice. Really genuinely kind too, which is a whole ‘nother level. It has been unexpected and really good, and I would come tuck you all in if I could. Then some kind of hanky-panky would ensue, and we’d all be scheduling a “routine” clinic visit, y’know….. just to check in and be sure it’s all good. lol That’s cause I never leave well enough alone. I got issues.
p.s. what’s that word for an imaginary or literal line that separates one thing from another, either by formal or tacit agreement? Starts with B. hmmmmm……. Probably not important or I’d remember.
Your use of the false phrase ‘nother level is the only one I shall ever be willing to accept. This made my day 😛 Xxx
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