Still Thinking of Running Away

Now I have 800$ I’m not sure how I did that but either way its fine. But I still have to ask my friend if I could stay at his place. And if he doesn’t let me stay I guess I’ll look for some other place to stay at for a little while. Maybe a motel for a little while and then off to some other place. But right now I feel that I only have three choices: either to run away, commit suicide, or keep self harming….