I’m not sure if I should say where I’m from since I’m about to throw shit at this country but i’m just gonna say I’m from Eastern Europe. I truly hate the country I live in and I have reasons to. Recently I came back from Berlin. For these few days there everything was fine. I didn’t have to worry about anything. The second I left the train everything came back to this awful state. Part of the reason it was this way is because I planned killing myself after I’ll come back. But everything here makes me feel more and more depressed. This country is very ugly itself but it’s even worse for me seeing the places I know. Today I had to go outside ’cause I ran out of food. I saw faces I know the faces I hate. Walking down the streets I know makes me mad. I see strangers and every single one of them is judging me. They know I don’t fit in.
I wanna get out of here and leave everything. Does anyone feel the same way I do?
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yeah. i do some days. I have started to let go a little. The truth is that they might be judging me, or totally caught in their own shit. Either way i cannot do a thing about it.
I do. I jus wana get out of this place and disappear.
Yes I do. in the US people are shallow and rude, no one wants to be your friend yet everyone else seems to have lots of friends and a rich life. they laugh at you and dont take anything seriously. in America we have to deal with a disgusting president that barely anyone supports. his administration is spewing rhetoric that is going to kill our rights as citizens and start wars abroad and destroy this planet. I want to die but I also know we need people to help fight against them. But I wouldn’t be a very effective activist. The only thing I can personally think to do is to make my death a meaningful one that will send a message to the state that their actions are violent and oppressive.
We should all try to stay alive and do what we can to make positive changes in our society.
I’m from romania
Robert91, I was thinking of retiring in Romania, i had a Romanian friend very nice person. would $3000.00 american dollars a month do the trick? 🙂
Yes but i don’t know if you will like it here
That could be a problem? 🙂 i’d probably get into trouble!
Inform yourself about it before deciding
Pay a visit first
What he said/\ lol. Romanians are lovely people and some of the country is very pretty but there is a very good reason they emigrate!
actually that is what i was thinking spend a month there or something?
You can come and spend some time