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I just what to die . nothing in my life can go right . just when I think I am happy a can see a life in front of me even if it just a few months in to the future. It is pulled right under my feet .

I did everything right for the past five years . I’m am rewarded with misery and miss placed trust. I was going back to nothing misery and heavily suicidal . and if he was to call me up and say no it’s not my girlfriend . I was going back while others in my own home was giving up after my family have them everything. While she unappreciated everything . still got everything While I just can’t find reason to live still because I can’t find a moment to breath because . I can’t just be happy every . why should this make me motivate me to keep.living honestly.