I can’t keep going.
i feel like my life’s falling about. Every way I look I’m actually fucking up or just being accused of it. I fight the urge to end my life every single day. I have a boyfriend but I really can’t talk to him about the sucidial thoughts. His aunt recently attempted . I feel alone. He yells at me over stupid things that over half the time I don’t do. I try so hard to make everyone else happy I’m actually falling apart.
When will it end?
Wilk I have to go as far as suicide to end the horror of life?
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Yay someone my age n I’m sorry ur bf is like tht my ex gf was the exact same way.
Fucking up is completely normal, I do it all the time…
It can be good to discuss deeper topics with people who’ve understanding, those that know how to talk openly in such a way where we feel calm and can unpack what’s on our mind and will hopefully begin to address the cause and triggers. Do you have a psychologist that you can talk to? Are you studying? schools can often provide this.
The topic of suicide itself is often best broached indirectly, discussing the topic rather than admitting plans and possible action for suicide. Again though, it’s important to talk to someone with insight who has the ability to help.