I went a funeral today to a well know and loved woman . I am friend to many of here grandkids and children . I seen them cry and wrap and I cry a lil bit myself . not so much for this woman but for her family she held such a good place in so many people I know hearts . such kind story’s of her .
But I thought of. If I died or killed my self would I get a turn out like this . I thought no , not if I killed my self . but if I were just to die tragically or not it would be sad and it would have many people there for my family . but anyway it was a odd thought. I haven’t seen a dead body in awhile, the image is burn in my mind a little bit.
My great aunt might pass soon to then I can image the rest of them going my grandfather and the rest of his siblings .
I don’t know it’s weird and sad night .