Should I buy more time? Or should I run?
If I buy more time I would need to get rid of some of my pride, go to uni and sign in (of course I won’t go to classes). There’s a possibility the teacher will tell my parents if I skip classes (it’s like a fucking school, I hate it).
If I run my life would be hell, I would have to live as an illegal, running away from every cop I see, not showing my face to anybody.
Of course I will kill myself, I’m just trying to buy some time until I finish the story.
I really love that story, it makes me feel useful, creative, capable of something. That’s why I need to finish it.
It’s the only good thing I’ll leave in this world.
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Why will your university tell your parents. Aren’t a new adult
Bleh, it’s a stupid school “dressed up” as a university. They control every single “baby” that studies there. I hate it. I really hate it. That’s why I don’t go, I don’t need more controlling adults.
Life’s so pointless until you find something wprth living for
I guess you dont have the tine to check out how thus season ends.